*sigh.

i wouldnt know what to blog about if i could.

so i am utterly bored that when i looked around to clean my room i spotted my arsenal of vitamin water related stuff.

i wondered.. just how much money i've spent in the past 3 years on Vitamin Water

so here are some stats. chronologically


my high school senior "showcase thing"

you can see about 100 bottles. when i had to take it home. it split into 3 garbage bags 1/2 didnt survive my mothers house purging.


with the surviving, following my motheres wishes to eliminate bottles. i kept only labels.. then my wall paper came about...i started drinking non yellows

84 labels, if my math doesn't fail me


with whatever left over and bought labels went to my wallet making division which tells me ive made at least 40 wallets to day at 3 labels a wallet.

thats 120 labels plus the ones i messed up.

you can see the rest here http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2011507&l=1bb4e&id=1369110251

my rainbow permanent bottle collection

15 bottles

my miscellaneous labels that are waiting in a box to be made into custom wallets
number 81

100+84+120+15+81 = 400

wow that was an.. even number. didnt expect that

this isnt counting donations.. i was given... by many people.

on average at $1.50 a bottle

i've spent around $600 on Vitamin Water in the past 3 years.

OKAY. QED.

so dealing.. with cockaroaches, spiders. . crappy bathroom

i kinda dont want to go to this school. or school at all

school stuff and RA stuff.  . .

might have a belly button infection

wanna be home... and sleep with my kitties

i have been inexplicably busy.

go to bighaus get recipts taken care of.
get copies made
go to library print out fliers,
go to hub get chartwells order
go to more store/ bookstore buy refreshments for floor program
initiate floor program
finish 3 sculptures due wednesday at 830 am. 
put in work orders. check on residents problems.
eat. shower. work out.

etc. etc. etc.

i has no urge to return to poor choice.

32 hours.

so. on the first day i drove alone. without my mom

i successfully drove to work. parked.... then the window broke on me.. (wouldnt close)

had it fixed at the auto shop, cost my mom $185. (the other 2 still dont work, but the driver side window is kinda necessary)

drove to jib lanes..with 3 passengers, made it alive "parallel parked" not really just pulled over into the spot.

bowled. balled gained some scratches which caused rage, which allowed me to bowl better.

drive home at 10 pm.. in the dark, found out where my headlights were.  ha. got 2 people home =].

some guy failed and parked in our parking spot. buttface.

so. i need more practice.. but i think im okay.  apparently. i drive too slow. -_-

soo. its been a semi busy week , just working a bit, gonna make ends meet.

had an interesting sunday school session on sunday. i didnt agree so much with the message though, was left with more questions than i could have been happy about.

it feels good re incorporating my self into church. strange but... good.

praise god, i passed my road test today.  thank god it wasnt a prejudiced black guy this time. (not racist) just that ... he was.

i was telling austin about this test and he said

Austin: the moment i got in my car
Austin: i was like
Austin: oh no
Austin: winnies on the road now too
Austin: x.x
Austin: as a friend i want you to pass
Austin: as a living human being who values saftey i dont.

i ivan a s  ian: well im not gonna drive for a while
i ivan a s  ian: like my mom
i ivan a s  ian: wont let me -_-
Austin: i wouldnt either
Austin: until you REALLY learn to drive
Austin: lolz
Austin: you passed the road test
Austin: great
Austin: you can COMPLETELY forget about it
Austin: now you need to learn to drive in real life please.
Austin: no more of this double stop crap
Austin: no more of the stopping all the way
Austin: dun need both hands on the wheel
Austin: learn to change lanes
Austin: etc etc etc.
i ivan a s  ian: LOL

i stole this from keri and fixed that god afwul lj cut



Where is the person you like, right now? dun like no nobody

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? sleeping

What were you doing 30 minutes ago? cleaning/ making food?

Last place you took a plane to? japan feb 2006

How do you feel about the person who texted you last? lol facebook? i dont know it takes up too much time

Do you like your life as of now? im on my period, there fore OVER EMTOTIONAL

Last thing you purchased? apple sidra, juice pops and ramen

Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are? home, pretty good

Three words to explain why you last passed out? i was exhausamafusted

Where did your last hug take place? probrably in college LOL

Ever kissed someone who smokes? yes

Are you a jealous person? not that i know of

Did you have a good birthday this past year? i was high off my ass in kim and ninas room LOL

Best present you ever got? hmm, LOL my 17th  was pretty good.

Are you tired right now? no for once

Have you ever been called a tease? no

Do you have curly hair? hahaah no

Who was at your house last? tiffany?

Do you lead people on? once

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? yes

Do you like to cuddle? if only had someone , ive never had that luxury

Last person you cried over? uh, lol the people of the past

Do you cry easily? no

Do you have any siblings? no'

How did you and your number 2 become friends? iwhat? i dont havee number 2s in  my book

What do you hear right now? freakin airplanes and cars and asian people and UGH

How late did you stay up last night? 9 pm HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH YEAH

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? i wish?

Whens the next time you'll see your best friend? who k nows LOL

Is there anything that you are craving right now?white castle?

What do you need to be doing right now?no probrably looking for a job

What's the next concert/show you're going to?uh culture shock 09 HAHAHAHA

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?i hope so

Did you go to someone else's prom?no

Something red within 5 feet of you?PURCHASE USB RA TRAINING THING

Do you own your own car?no, lol family car

How's your heart lately?not so good

How much French do you know?bonjour, took a year of it in 8th grade

Traveling anywhere this summer?no

You are really upset, who is the first girl you call to vent to? ahahahaha. uh theres a group, cept,, its a guy <3

Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?imm ehh, wouldnt care

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?morning

Have you been to New York City? i live in it -_-

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?liquian

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? yesDo you think you have made a difference in
anyone's life? yes

Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to? community house

Have you ever tattooed anyone's name on you? no

Where is your phone?in front of me

What color phone do you have?black

How many kids do you want to have? zero. if anything two

What outfit do you have on at this exact moment?white tanktop, brown shorts

What color are your eyes? asian

What are you doing tomorrow?church? dno

Do you know someone who likes you?no

Are you easy to get along with?pretty sure

What was the last song you listened to?cry for you  - september

Are you afraid of falling in love?mm no

Have you ever changed your clothes in a vehicle?no lol

Have you ever been nice to someone who treated you like crap?yes

Have you ever hooked up with one of your exes best friends?no lol

Do you talk a lot?yes

Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment:
1.wtf
2.uhhh
3. my fan needs to be stronger

Have you ever kissed any one on your Top Friends?top?

What was the last movie you watched?harry potter 4

Your ex is driving next to you, what do you do?run him off the street

If you had to sleep with one of your teachers, who would it be?uh. theres only one answer to that mr pulver or prof russell LOl

When you buy something and your change is two cents, do you keep it?hell yes

Where do you hurt?my heart haha

When is your birthday?nov 6

Do you like the color green? sure with purple

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? maybe who kn ows

Are you looking forward to anything? mm work

Did your last kiss mean anything? no lol ahahhaha twas with a gay guy who kisses anything =]

so. i went out yesterday, with my mother, to macy's to buy bras. cause my mom broke one while.. doing the laundry i told her not to touch...

haha o well NEW BRAS! YAY!

so. i guess i just looked for the ones that are exactly the same as the ones i have now

just in different colors?

i had a really nice one that was a dark sexy blue LOL and .. that ones .. kinda gone.. the underwire cracked? -_- i imma miss it  -_-

and i only have one left.. after my mother broke the other one.

so i went out and found a white, flesh tone, and black one.

ive never had a black bra so lets put it this way its interesting. @_@

i saw really nice green tone. but it didn't come in my size. =[

then my mom wanted a bedskirt cause  the cats been using th bed as a scratching post.... so she got new sheets.

so i winded up getting a set too for college 30 $ for tommy hilfiger sheets? hmm seems good enough HAHAHAHA.

my mom wanted to get yellow sheets with like a gold bed skirt and a yellow quilt/ pillow shams.

she winded up getting the red sheets i got  with the other stuff.

i was like mom it comes with red pillow cases... it matches fine skirt's gold, sheet's red pillow's red you're yellow its all good. MATCHES FINE

and she laughed i was like.. i didnt expect her to get it. -_-.

so. saturday tiffany, kristy, hoyin tony and i attempted to go to the water fight in central park and  vampire weekend..

however that line for vampire weekend was like 2 miles long. SO. we gave up and on our way to the water fight.. guess what

it started to epically rain. we sat under a tree like oh..maybe it shouldnt last so long

boy was i wrong so we ran for the boat house. lol uh rained FOREVER

and it was like soo much rain we couldnt see the trees like 30 ft away.

so finally it let  up a bit and we went to tony's house in the bronx.

hmm.  yeah

tony drove me home and they went to a roof party that became an apt party cuz of the rain

i was simply too exhausted to go.. i slept for 8 hours and went to church sunday morning.

came back and slept for 13 hours. HA




i miss you so much.